well i thought i would post this on here because for me it was a big accomplishment, i mean i dont know why but when he would talk to me for some reason i would contuine talking to him. well not anymore im done with him. he thinks i would send him nudes of me....hhhmmm er not im getting married im not going to send another guy nudes of myself even if i did have them. god he pisses me off so much....well after this convo i blocked andy on aim then got on the computer(since this convo was on my sidekick) and signed onto msn where he tried talking to me. needless to say i have blocked him on EVERYTHING from im messengers to myspace and facebook

but this convo made me feel good for some reason it just felt right

----------------------------------------------------------------------Mad000Bomber: hey
Stang Cheer89: What did you and aaron talk about
Mad000Bomber: when
Stang Cheer89: He said you 2 talked this morning
Mad000Bomber: we didnt
Stang Cheer89: On msn
Mad000Bomber: nope
Stang Cheer89: Well that's what he told me
Stang Cheer89: And you 2 were talking on facebook 2
Mad000Bomber: well he sure does lie alot
Mad000Bomber: nope
Stang Cheer89: Well lets see I know you have lied to me
Stang Cheer89: And aaron can't keep anything from me
Mad000Bomber: yeah thats a lie
Stang Cheer89: What is
Mad000Bomber: he cant keep anything from oyu
Stang Cheer89: How so
Mad000Bomber: its a lie
Stang Cheer89: You know this how
Mad000Bomber: cause everyone lies
Stang Cheer89: Not everyone
Mad000Bomber: yeah everyone
Stang Cheer89: And people don't lie to their loved ones
Mad000Bomber: its a defense mechinism
Mad000Bomber: yeah they do more so than to people that they dont Mad000Bomber: if he did talk to me he faked being you which made him lie to me
Stang Cheer89: Well whatever I'm done talking to you.your calling my fiance a liar and you were asking me for nudes the other day. You still want me but I don't want you anymore. So have fun with your slut. I am with the perfect man he makes me feel special he loves me and I love hime?we may argue but that's just us. Have fun and ill leave you alone if you leave me alone
Stang Cheer89: Bye
Mad000Bomber: see that makes me believe that your not brittiany
Mad000Bomber: cause she never loves any one
Mad000Bomber: she doesnt talk like that
Stang Cheer89: Um this is brit u have my cell # cal me
Stang Cheer89: But just bc I didn't talk about u that way doesn't mean I don't feel it with aaron
Mad000Bomber: no youve talked to me about aaron like that
Mad000Bomber: and yeah
Stang Cheer89: Well this is me so like it or not
Mad000Bomber: 2215 or 3519
Stang Cheer89: 3519
Stang Cheer89: 2215 doesn't work anymore
Stang Cheer89: That is part of the reason I don't like you, I trudt aaron over you. I'm deleting evreybit of info I have on you
Stang Cheer89: This is my final bye
Mad000Bomber: no its not
Mad000Bomber: you know it isnt
Mad000Bomber: but oh well i care about you and your being happy so call email me everything is on facebook if you need me

ok so i said that i would upsdate when aaron proposed again....well he did tonight

we went to the mall to get me godiva since i had alot of work done on my teeth today and it hurt today.so we were walking the mall and ended up in spencers which is having a huge sale on almost everything. including playboy stuff, we got a fleece throw blanket and i saw a purse i wanted that was 20 when its normally like 40-50 and aaron bought me both and offered to buy me godiva and outfits from victoria secert or fredricks. i passed on those. as we were leaving we stopped in the food court and got food. so then we went home and aaron went to go get s'mores collar and harness(since she got her collar off somehow and aarons mom took off her harness) so i went and got my shoes on. well as we were coming into the house after our walk he had s'more in his arms and said"she has a question that i think she can ask better than me" and then i noticed my ring was attached to her collar. it was very sweet

Sunday:woot i got my first tattoo....it hurt but in the end it was worth the pain and it turned out great even though i couldnt stay still very long and towards the end my body was starting to shake.....not to bad but aaron noticed it.....pixs of it right after are going to be up soon

Friday:just when i start to feel like yea everything is going fine and it will all work out i get fired. my boss called me up at 130 when i was supposed to go in at 3 but here is how the convo went
her-hello brittany
me-yea
her-this is ******(wont be like that and give out her name)
me-hey
her-my supervisor just informed me about an inicdent on wednesday
me-ok???
her-so i dont think your going to work out
me-what indent
her-you and chris were making racial slures in the break room
me-oh ok? sorry?


dude we were talking about speaking english in america....fuucking free speech where did that go? and yea everyone even doctors got in on this joke

but whatever aarons mom said unless someone said stop this is upsetting me that i was wrongfully fired. and yeah aarons mom works for the government. but oh well obvioulsy they didnt want me there i mean if thats the best reason you can fire me over....you are hilarious


but now im job hunting once again

so emma the pitbull that died at my work earlier this month was not our fault, and it had nothing to do with the heat. she had some heart disease that could cause acute death and appearently her owners werent aware of her problem

so appearently after my last blog aaron got on here and started reading it. not that i have anything to hide but still its not like he asked for the website... and he read about how he proposed and how i thought it was gay and i thought he used it to get laid. so of course it made him feel like shit... which i kind of dont blame him. but in what world is that a sweet proposal? so the other night we were watching some show where a guy took his girlfriend skydiving for the first time and proposed after she landed. then aaron took my ring back took me into the other room and said some really sweet stuff it made my eyes tear up a little. but i wouldnt let myself cry. and then we were in taco bell and he took my ring from me and threw a packet of fire sauce at me and on it it said "will you marry me?"  now i thought that was cute myself. but he did take the ring back for awhile. we are still engaged and if anyone asks where my ring is im going to say its getting resized and cleaned. but he said i will get it back when i deserve it but it will be within 6 months!! so i think he is going to try and repropose. when he does i will post that.

but at my job a girl that was one of the pm shift supervisors put her two weeks in and finished them out. so i walked into worked on the 6th and my boss said tonight you will be pm shift supervisor....so i had to make up the schduele of who does what. well at my job getting out 10 minutes is unexcusabvle......well we were so busy we got out an hour late....and then the next night again i was a supervisor and we were busy again(since it was the week of july 4th and we are packed the week before and after a holiday) but then we ran into some issues....a dog that went home was brought back in. the owner thought she was dihydrated(she wasnt but we didnt know what was wrong. the next day i found out she was going into renial failure) but no too much longer after that i get a radio call to go to a dogs cage. her name was emma she was a 104 lb american bulldog. she had passed away TWO DAYS before she was supposed to go home. we have concluded that she died due to heat stroke.....any kind of bulldog should NEVER be boarded in any indoor/outdoor runs in the summer. their bodies cant take it. plus she was over weight to top it. and that makes the breathing worse. but there are hundreds of wells and what ifs.yes she was an overwieght bulldog in an indoor/outdoor run in the summer and yes the temp. near her cage was 90 degress with 50% humidity. i felt so bad about it all. i took it very personal. but i worked with two other "farm girls" well they couldnt touch dead things it was a "tradition" well one of them could lift more than i can and is also in school to be a vet tech. meaning she works with dead dogs at school and will work with dead dogs in her career but she said my boss knew that she couldnt touch dead things(that was bullshit) SO ME ANd another woman who was a vet tech that isnt much bigger than me carried emma on a strecher through the kennel into the treatment room by ourselves and PULLING doors open as we went....NO help AT ALL!!! but yeah we got out an hour late and i even called another person in.....                                   needless to say for some reason im no longer a supervisor. and you know what i dont care either! i am kind of reileved not to have that extra stress anymore..i still stress when things are behind schedule (since some jobs like 2nd tlc's,feeding,walking,closing in dogs,and meds have times when you can start and they run into each other)like tlcs are at 3 feeding is at 4 walks are at 6 meds and closing in dogs is at 7.....we have to be out by 8 and there is other things that have to be done after walks like spot cleaning giving bedding. so yeah it stresses me out because im a perfectinaist and i dont like when things arent done right or arent done at all (like when we are so busy we dont have time to check dogs in and do their paperwork) but i do love my job

 i cant wait to be an E.A.M.T or an animal rights officer!and my puppy is the reason i want to do this and the dogs i have rescued before. like rex my german shepard husky mix. we rescued him from my uncle who would take him to the car wash for baths and would power wash him. he wouldnt let anyone give him a bath and he had a great reason. but he would let me do it. or my stepmoms dog they rescued her off the street in front of their house some littles kids were chasing her around hitting her with a bat. she did come out with an issue due to it though since the kids were black she was extremly racist. or my chow mix we had. we  rescued him from a shelter and he was the most obediant dog i have ever had. but my puppy is a pure breed and from a breeder she still inspires me. i wouldnt want anyone to harm her in anyway

so its been awhile since i posted and there is quite alot that has gone on.....well i had a job there for awhile at Boston Market ....but i quit because it was interfearing with my school. i owed like 12 classes and i have to make them up to get credit. but i was working every m-f 10am-4pm and then going to school m-th5pm-10 pm. so i was stressing alot,so much that it made me sick. so i quit i mean i was part time working 36 hour weeks....how does that work? but i found a breeder in Oklahoma and she was pretty awesome so now i have my puppy. her name is S'more!!! i love her she is super cute so playful. she beats up out big ass dog. and trys to get the cat to play but it just smacks my puppy. but s'more thinks that she is playing and gets excited.S'more is like my baby! but on saturday night aaron and me got picked up by tru to get his cousin. then all of us went to the mall. first we went to the pet store(which gets their puppies from puppy milss[very bad!!!dont buy them]) and i was like look they want over $1000 for a puppy. who i bet isnt AKC regisered or health certified like mine. and she was only $400 plus her flight.so she was $650 but still look how much they want. then we went to foot locker to meet up with tru and his cousin. after that me and aaron went to kay jewelers and tru and his cousin went....else where? but yeah me and aaron picked out an engagment ring. and then he said i could wear it that night and then he would put it away for a few months until he proposed. so i wore it to dennys!! and threasa loved it. and then sunday night me and aaron were in his room siting on his bed. him in his boxers me in normal cloths but on the phone. when i see him pull out a kay jeweler bag,so i kept asking are you really going to do this now? and he had me hang up with tru anf yea he proposed  nothing romnantic just on his bed....gay huh? but oh well i am ENGAGED!!!

i feel like nothing ever goes right. so i was lookinh up pug puppies for jan. which is when me and aaron will have our own place and can have a dog. and this lady dropped her price to 300 if i bought it this coming weekend i said ok we set up a time. she canceled on me. well here are our emails

 

my mom said to check her e mail.. all puppys are gone the black one  and the silver fawn female my dad sold yesterday while we was in mexico hoping to have another litter soon

From: "brit allison" <punk_girl08_since89@hotmail.com> To: kellynoway@hotmail.com Subject: RE: pug puppys Date: Sun, 08 Apr 2007 13:38:50 -0500 you message said nothing....     From: "kelly noway" <kellynoway@hotmail.com> To: punk_girl08_since89@hotmail.com Subject: RE: pug puppys Date: Sun, 08 Apr 2007 09:00:15 -0700     From: "brit allison" <punk_girl08_since89@hotmail.com> To: kellynoway@hotmail.com Subject: RE: pug puppys Date: Sun, 08 Apr 2007 03:32:53 -0500 i would like the male then.we finally have convienced the parents to let us get one     From: "kelly noway" <kellynoway@hotmail.com> To: punk_girl08_since89@hotmail.com Subject: RE: pug puppys Date: Sat, 07 Apr 2007 23:21:11 -0700 just wanted to let you know my husband sold the female before i got back from nogalas tonite im hoping to have another litter soon sorry     From: "brit allison" <punk_girl08_since89@hotmail.com> To: kellynoway@hotmail.com Subject: RE: pug puppys Date: Sat, 07 Apr 2007 23:52:31 -0500 i think that sounds good. so you dont have shot records then i take it.? and about how old is it     From: "kelly noway" <kellynoway@hotmail.com> To: punk_girl08_since89@hotmail.com Subject: RE: pug puppys Date: Sat, 07 Apr 2007 17:59:40 -0700 hi i got your call  i can meet you at the mc donalds by i10 its exit 302... i will be there about 1100.am if that works...we give our own shots  she just had her first one two days ago so she will need another one in 5 weeks  so let me know if that time works for you ,,kelly     From: "brit allison" <punk_girl08_since89@hotmail.com> To: kellynoway@hotmail.com Subject: RE: pug puppys Date: Sat, 07 Apr 2007 14:30:12 -0500 we already have a big cage for the puppy and everything else. i would really like to buy it from you. PLEASE call me back ASAP. 480 516 2215.we are hoping to get in on saturday. if that works     From: "kelly noway" <kellynoway@hotmail.com> To: punk_girl08_since89@hotmail.com Subject: pug puppys Date: Fri, 06 Apr 2007 09:21:07 -0700 heres the pug puppys i have left im asking 450.00 just for easter.. this is my last little that im doing...i will be in tucson on monday if your interested in buying one of them the black one is the male and the silver fawn is female...just let me know eather way ok heres my house number 520-456-0415 or my cell number520-559-5031..hope you enjoy the pics but there better looking in person.. thanks kelly     << littlefrankie2.jpg >>     << paradisesilverfawn.jpg >>

 

so needless to say im pissed that is some bullshit.and the her being gone she called me at 5 pm from her HOUSE phone. so whatever i found a better puppy who is registered, now to name her she is 4 months old. i have to pay 400 for her and 250 for them to fly her out to me  i cant wait to have her

so on my myspace....i do these surveys and post them in bulletins. well aarons sister is on our myspace. and i try to be nice to her. and i am. but she went and told his mom about one of the surveys i posted that had some stuff to do with sex about it. but we confroted her before lunch with his parents.in which case she looked like a hooker. and she said it was inaporipate and we were like your 23 you can confront us not run to mommy! god she needs to go up. but there was some arguing and then we went in. me and aaron had to leave early. so she narked us out AGAIN for confronting her. god i want to beat her ass!!!! but yea before i went to lunch i posted this bulletin....but it was rather large! but yea she is still on there and her name is Jenn. tell me if a survey that asks when was the last time you had sex is worse than her pictures!!!

 

i fucking hate how all you do is try and be nice to people and shit. and they are ok and then one day they turn around and nark you out. that is some fucked up shit. espically when you could have narked them on so much shit and choose not to. because you were being civil. well FUCK them. they are all on my bad side now. and i get pretty damn psycho. so you dont want to fuck with me anymore or i will come after your ass

well like i said alot has happened....and i dont know what all to put....so i will put some of my personal stuff i already posted on my myspace on here.... i know this says im jobless.well i went job hunting and got a new one instantly.maybe next weekend i will take all my journal entries from school and type them up on here. but yea i cut my hair....well not recently

so i quit my job..... my boss sexually harassed me..... he was talking about one night we were hanging out and i went in the pool and some guy was like "thought you said that someone was topless" and my boss said " no....and we dont want to see her boobs anyway.....plus i dont have a magnifing glas!" so many people have told me to press charges. but i wont. but my step mom told me to just get used to it. what a bitch!! plus no matter what i did he would yell at me so it got old. and he would talk about me having a problem bossying people who have seniority over me around. and i never told anyone what to do. i asked them to help me. they had an option of saying no. but whatever. aaron got pissed and said how i am always working when he comes in even if no one else is. so i wasn't appericated and i was bitched at constantly for "doing nothing" when i usally got ALL of my stuff done before i would go home. so i was sick of being treated like shit and onley getting paid minnimum wage. and i was that person you could call in to work on her days off and i would say yes. but whatever now i am jobless. and i have mixed emotions on it. i am happy not to be there anymore. but upset because i dont hasve money coming in anymore.(but i already got all my stuff for prom) and unsettled because tommorow i have to go jo hunting and what not. but i KNOW i can find a BETTER job that pays more and treats their empolyees as people not ......shit i dont even know how to word the treatment i got at TC LUIGIES on the corner of Elliot and McClintock!
but i think i am done ranting.

i got everything i need for prom
-dress
-shoes
-panty hose stuff
-purse
-getting my hair cut soon
-getting my hair and make up done the day of
if i left something out PLEASE let me know!!
 

wow its been forever!! so i forgot my name to sign on on here....so josh helped me. so much has happened since i was last on!! well i live in arizona now. odysseus died in august.and it still kills me.....but i dont live with my mom. i live with my boyfriend aaron and his rents.i will post more tommorow

Stang Cheer 89 (1:43:19 AM): which reminds me
Stang Cheer 89 (1:43:33 AM): i forgot my bravejournal name and password
Stang Cheer 89 (1:43:42 AM): well i think i kno the password
JoShTilEy (1:43:55 AM): lol. that sucks.
JoShTilEy (1:43:56 AM): I can get your name
JoShTilEy (1:43:57 AM): h/o
Stang Cheer 89 (1:44:06 AM): kk
JoShTilEy (1:44:11 AM): punk_girl08
JoShTilEy (1:44:18 AM): that should be it
Stang Cheer 89 (1:44:30 AM): kk
Stang Cheer 89 (1:45:43 AM): omg wow
Stang Cheer 89 (1:45:46 AM): it worked
JoShTilEy (1:45:52 AM): lol, nice
Stang Cheer 89 (1:46:50 AM): yea
Stang Cheer 89 (1:46:55 AM): its been forever
JoShTilEy (1:47:24 AM): yea, you havent posted an entry in like 214 days, 11h, 16min ago
Stang Cheer 89 (1:47:31 AM): wow
JoShTilEy (1:47:33 AM): damn 2/3 a year ago